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bsp1005 1400-1600 lt17..my very first lect..it was pretty scary i must say to go for lect alone in an unfamiliar fac..but luckily i met desiree on the way to sch so she accompanied me to biz fac..thank goodness! being in tt lect place made me feel pretty uneasy..i really didnt noe a single soul there..so i sat there alone payin attention to the lecturer who's a korean..aniwae the lect kinda ended early cos he realised there wasnt enuff time to finish the next part of the lect..so i made my way home..but guess wad i got lost..damn scared la can..but i just anyhow hop onto the internal shuttle n finally managed to reach my stop..i feel a little more brave todae =)..
but anyhow these few days i've been feelin nervous, scared, i-wana-run-away-from-this-sch-reopenin-shit feeling, depressed..uni is like..so freakin independent..it's like my education progress is now in my hands..and if i shld screw up i cannot blame on anyone but myself..gosh! it's like i gota get use to enjoyin my own company and being more responsible for myself..n hope that the frens i meet and make along the way will b nice pple..n i shld learn to b less shy..cos when i'm shy pple thinks i'm dao..i've got nothin to say..okie i cant wait for weds to come since it is my free day =)
